I have a friend visiting me, and he’s dropped numerous hints about wanting to move in with me. He’s a nice guy and all, but there’s a problem. He reminds me of a man I used to know. That man broke my heart, pushed my boundaries to places that I didn’t even know could exist. He’s the one who made me to choose to go towards the light. Seek truth, warmth, and silence and peace. But this friend visiting me, it’s like an invitation to go dark, go back to that place where I feel so alive, but not as heavenly.
My social life is slowly coming back to life and I’ve begun meeting several new people, one of whom, his smile and laughter gives me so much life. I like being around him, just because his energy is so pure, I can feel cleansed and ready to be happy while around him.He too in many ways, makes me feel alive.
Now my dilemma, go back towards the light and seek truth and enlightenment, or go to the dark towards selfish lies and momentary satisfaction disguising itself as happiness?